i have been really depressed for like 2 weeks now. it sucks. i went to church tonight and pretty much didnt talk to anyone… which usually never happens. and all my friends are bugging the crap out of me trying to get info and other stuff out of me. they dont get that i am not in the mood and i really dont want to talk. so for breaking up into small groups tonight, i left my moms and went to go talk to tami since her group was all gone tonight. it was good. we didnt talk about the message at all from that night, we just talked about what was going on in my life. it was really good. even though there were some tears, it was really nice to have someone to talk to that cares and is willing to listen. so yeah. i hope i can do that again with her sometime. we stayed over an hour after everyone left.
