im getting better i think. not as depressed. still sad though once in awhile. but yeah. =] i’ve just been telling myself that each and every day is what you make it so dont waste it. i think its a good motto. so yeahh. ive been learning how to edit videos on Adobe Premiere Elements. its an awesome program! i love it. i’ve made one video of my friends and i with our little show that we call jibber jabber. its really stupid and random but awesome. this video doesnt actually have our show in it, but it has little clips from when we were just messing around during it and our awesome theme song that we kept messing up on!! XD i couldnt find the only good song for the theme song, but i found one of the blooper ones and its pretty funny cuz Cream (aka Abby) accidentally kinda fingers the camera!!! haha it was hilarious. tell me if i should put it on here! cuz i can, and if you guys are interested, i can post it!!! awesome!
sigh… what am i doing?
i have been really depressed for like 2 weeks now. it sucks. i went to church tonight and pretty much didnt talk to anyone… which usually never happens. and all my friends are bugging the crap out of me trying to get info and other stuff out of me. they dont get that i am not in the mood and i really dont want to talk. so for breaking up into small groups tonight, i left my moms and went to go talk to tami since her group was all gone tonight. it was good. we didnt talk about the message at all from that night, we just talked about what was going on in my life. it was really good. even though there were some tears, it was really nice to have someone to talk to that cares and is willing to listen. so yeah. i hope i can do that again with her sometime. we stayed over an hour after everyone left.
haha… :)… :(
so last night was the last school dance before the freshmen formal 
it was amazingggg there were no preps!!! woww. and i got to dance with someone special =] …. wow i did not want last night to end. today im trying to hang out with 2 of my friends, but when i call my mom to tell her that we’re doing something, she doesnt answer. gr. ive called like 2ce now. haha its already 1 pm and im still in my pjs!!! i didnt go to bed till wayyy late last night. up talking on facebook till like 1:30ish…=] i cant figure out how to change my avatar. like it said i changed it, but then it didnt. cuz i hate my avatar. its wayyy old and ugly. its from like from a 1 1/2 years ago!!! haha wow
these last few months have been really hard for me…
a few weeks ago, we found out our amazing principle mr. welter had cancer. the day we found out was his last day at school 
we all miss him very much. if you could all be praying for him… that would be amazing. he needs all the prayer he can get. then i found out one of my best friends is moving this summer. and now i want the school year to last forever as well as summer. i dont want to lose her. then… the guy i like… well i cant go out with him because of the parentals. it makes me so sad because i feel like they dont trust me or something. i really like him… but yeah…. thats pretty much the past few months of my life… :’(
Wow. long long long time
wow. its been a long time. im gonna make this as short as i can. well, there is so much stuff, that im not even gonna say anything. besides the fact that im really kinda confuzed right now.. about things. so yeah.
Guess where I am… again ;)
I am in the CAD lab. Elizabeth came here with me but she left for her band lesson. She should be back in a few min.
I talked to Mark about worship team. Jeremy is going to fill in until we get a new leader. Mark said there was someone that was a possibility. I wonder who it is? It better not be a senior. I went to gymnastics again on Friday. It was fun! I have been practicing my flip at home. I almost have it! I just cant land it. Dad says I am going to be able to flip and land it by the end of the week. period. I wonder whats for lunch today? hm. wow. that was really random.
On Friday, Makayla and I were walking to our locker after school and Bob was walking right in front of us until he turned around and was walking backwards just staring at us. It seemed like forever but it was only about 10 seconds. He just stared. It was so weird! After a while of staring I said “hello”. After I said that, he just turned around and kept walking. Creepy hu?
Have you visitied Makayla’s blog yet? Seriously do it or else. or else what?or else… i don’t know. but really you need to visit it like now.
remember… thetruthoutthere.wordpress.com
Oh… read this! Its way sad.
Guy: No, this is fun
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down.
Guy: I love you babe
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
Erin
At School… again
Hey. I’m at school again. but this time I’m not in the cad lab or the mac lab. Im in miss burns room. she said Elizabeth and I could come in here so here I am. Iam soooo mad at Ben! He’s leaving the worship team! Wednesday is his last day b/c he is graduating and moving to MN!! Its stupid. No offence Ben. He was the 4th worship leader we have had in 2 years! Now we are going to have to find a new one. What if the new one doesn’t like me or my singing? What if they don’t want me to be on the team? I will be so sad and pissed off if that actually happens! But how are we going to find another one? Its going to be so hard! What are we going to do while searching for one? Im not going to sing without another person there with me. So if any christian high schoolers that know how to play guitar and want to lead worship, SPEAK UP!
We filmed my U.S history commercial this weekend with Hannah, Kelsey, and Meera. It was supposed to be all serious, but at the end we decided to do bloopers and other things! We put all our boopers on the dvd. I should see if I can put them on here. That would be cool. One of the funniest bloopers is where Kelsey and Meera are talking to Hannah about how they need more food and I call Kelsey’s phone and it goes off really loud with the song Picture To Burn! I love that song so much! It was soo funny and we got it all on video!!!
I am soo mad at my parents. I had a math test today during 1st hour. It was wayy easy. I left my math things at school cuz i never study for math. My parents are all like oh you forgot your math stuff so you need to bike to school and go get them. I said why because I got a 26 out of 25 on the quiz. and yes I said 26 out of 25. There was an extra credit problem. Plus I didnt miss a single one on the review assignment. But there like oh well if you dont bike to school u will get grounded and your ipod will be taken away for the whole month of may. plus you will have to bike to school the whole next month too. So thats why I was way mad. I am going to get off now and play some games.
Luve, Erin
Shhhh!
Hey!
Im at school right now. In study hall. I dont think im supposed to be doing this but oh well. I only have a few min before we switch classes. Todays an early out. We get out at 11:30 instead of 3:00! So we dont have lunch here. We are in the CAD lab because we got kicked out of the MAC lab. oops. The teacher was like, Im sure ur being trustworthy but you cant be in here without a teacher. But Mr. P lets us use the CAD lab. He’s nice like that. Elizabeth printed me off a way cool picture of pluto and the other planets. Its not really the real planets, its an animated picture. It looks cool. So there.
Have you visited Makayla’s blog yet?!?!?!? (besides Mia and I… and Brynna) Well… you better soon! remember www.thetruthoutthere.wordpress.com !!!!!
Elizabeth is going to say hi…
H-E-L-L-O world and everyone that inhabits it <3 you all ~Liz
Love, Erin
Bad Day
I have been having a bad week. Actually only yesterday and today. But it is still the week. Besides Sunday. We have been staying at Grandma and Grandpa’s house. I am sick of them right now. I want my mom back!!!!!!! (and dad) They keep butting in to my busness and its getting really annoying. I went to gymnastics yesterday! It was pretty fun. I got my cartwheel down!!! Dont laugh. I know ur laughing. stop it now or i will kill you. I was the least experienced one there. I suck at gymnastics. But hey! Practice makes perfect. The one thing I didn’t like though was that I did 32 situps and pushups. Makayla and Claire had to do more. I felt bad for them… not really… JK! 
I hope my day gets better. I doubt it will since its raining.
erin
p.s. mia, i know you comment on my blog, i ment other people should comment also.
School Dance Tonite
Yay!
School dance tonight!!!!!!! I can’t wait! I am wearing my purple UNI shirt. It’s sports themed. I have to go soon. Grandma is going to pick me up. I am not going to write on my freewebs anymore. I hate it. It’s too confuzling. Plus, I barely have time for my own blog!!! Now I know I havn’t been on wordpress that often, but could you people please comment!!!?? I really want to know if any of you people are actually reading my blog or not. I hate the web address of my blog. I want to change it to Freckle Face. But I cant do that unless I start a new blog. Hey! For any of you people actually reading this blog, my friend, Kayla has her own blog now!!! I thought I would premote it here on my blog! (of course maybe she doesnt want me to do that… but oh well! too late!) her address is:
http://thetruthoutthere.wordpress.com
I hope you all visit her blog!!! But it cant be as cool as mine! Just kidding!!! 
But seriously! Check it out! And oh… and comment too!!!!
In other buisness, ya know how I was in cheerleading last year? We had to tryout for my 9th grade year… and I made it!!! Yay! I am sooo happy! I am going to be a fall one again. FUN FUN FUN!!! I cant wait untill practices start! I also am most likley going to start WTTC!!! (waterloo tramp and tumbling center) I really need to become more flexible. I also want to go because Kayla, Claire, and Kaylee go there too!! (well, I dont know if Kaylee is still going to do it or not) So yea.
Oh. Did I mention I am sick right now? Well yeah. I have had a really bad cold ever since Monday. I have been coughing alot and sneezing alot and I have a stuffy nose. I kinda have to go now. Grandma is going to be here soon. So see ya later!
Luv, Erin
p.s. dont mind my spelling. the spell check wouldnt work. so i know i spelled alot of things wrong.
I got a FREEWEBS!
Here is my link to my freewebs.
http://www.freewebs.com/frecklefaceerin/
I will also put it on my sidebar.
p.s. I am deleting my blogspot! To much to take care of.
