Good Morninggg

Hellooooooo. IM SO SO SO TIRED. AHHHH

How do i put it…

Well…

Lets just say that LIFE SUCKS!… AGAIN! end of story.

I WANT TO SCREAM SO LOUD.

IVE ALREADY CRIED ALL THE TEARS I THINK I CAN MAKE.

NOW IM JUST ANGRY.

Its a bright and sunny Thursday morning in AUGUST with a high of 43 degrees?!?!?!

AHH! it is still summer, and yet its 43 degrees. it feels like OCTOBER! =P i am so so tired now. we are into the second week of school and it already feels like we’ve been here for months! thank goodness next monday is Labor Day (: NO SCHOOLLLLL!!! YAY! oh! im excited! first of all, i had to audition to audition for All-State choir, and i MADE THE AUDITION! so now i actually GET to do the actual audition!! yay!!! and second, i really hope i can go to this show at the Lampost tonight. East By Air is playing. I really like their music!!

well… off to school ):

i look like a fairryyyyyy :)

haha hey peoples that actually care enough to read this really lame and stupid but totally awesome blog. haha

so you know how my buddy elizabeth moved away last month? well i kidnapped her for a week!! its been so fun! we went to dinner, she slept over, we made videos and were totally crazy. so yeah lifes been pretty good right now actually! haha i dont feel like writing anymore. so gnight!! p.s. look at my videos on youtube. my channel is “frecklefaceerin”

here is one of the videos that some friends and i made.

gettin there =]

im getting better i think. not as depressed. still sad though once in awhile. but yeah. =] i’ve just been telling myself that each and every day is what you make it so dont waste it. i think its a good motto. so yeahh. ive been learning how to edit videos on Adobe Premiere Elements. its an awesome program! i love it. i’ve made one video of my friends and i with our little show that we call jibber jabber. its really stupid and random but awesome. this video doesnt actually have our show in it, but it has little clips from when we were just messing around during it and our awesome theme song that we kept messing up on!! XD i couldnt find the only good song for the theme song, but i found one of the blooper ones and its pretty funny cuz Cream (aka Abby) accidentally kinda fingers the camera!!! haha it was hilarious. tell me if i should put it on here! cuz i can, and if you guys are interested, i can post it!!! awesome!

sigh… what am i doing?

i have been really depressed for like 2 weeks now. it sucks. i went to church tonight and pretty much didnt talk to anyone… which usually never happens. and all my friends are bugging the crap out of me trying to get info and other stuff out of me. they dont get that i am not in the mood and i really dont want to talk. so for breaking up into small groups tonight, i left my moms and went to go talk to tami since her group was all gone tonight. it was good. we didnt talk about the message at all from that night, we just talked about what was going on in my life. it was really good. even though there were some tears, it was really nice to have someone to talk to that cares and is willing to listen. so yeah. i hope i can do that again with her sometime. we stayed over an hour after everyone left.

haha… :)… :(

so last night was the last school dance before the freshmen formal it was amazingggg there were no preps!!! woww. and i got to dance with someone special =] …. wow i did not want last night to end. today im trying to hang out with 2 of my friends, but when i call my mom to tell her that we’re doing something, she doesnt answer. gr. ive called like 2ce now. haha its already 1 pm and im still in my pjs!!! i didnt go to bed till wayyy late last night. up talking on facebook till like 1:30ish…=] i cant figure out how to change my avatar. like it said i changed it, but then it didnt. cuz i hate my avatar. its wayyy old and ugly. its from like from a 1  1/2 years ago!!! haha wow

these last few months have been really hard for me…

a few weeks ago, we found out our amazing principle mr. welter had cancer. the day we found out was his last day at school we all miss him very much. if you could all be praying for him… that would be amazing. he needs all the prayer he can get. then i found out one of my best friends is moving this summer. and now i want the school year to last forever as well as summer. i dont want to lose her. then… the guy i like… well i cant go out with him because of the parentals. it makes me so sad because i feel like they dont trust me or something. i really like him… but yeah…. thats pretty much the past few months of my life… :’(

Wow. long long long time

wow. its been a long time. im gonna make this as short as i can. well, there is so much stuff, that im not even gonna say anything. besides the fact that im really kinda confuzed right now.. about things. so yeah.

Guess where I am… again ;)

I am in the CAD lab. Elizabeth came here with me but she left for her band lesson. She should be back in a few min.

I talked to Mark about worship team. Jeremy is going to fill in until we get a new leader. Mark said there was someone that was a possibility. I wonder who it is? It better not be a senior. I went to gymnastics again on Friday. It was fun! I have been practicing my flip at home. I almost have it! I just cant land it. Dad says I am going to be able to flip and land it by the end of the week. period. I wonder whats for lunch today? hm. wow. that was really random.

On Friday, Makayla and I were walking to our locker after school and Bob was walking right in front of us until he turned around and was walking backwards just staring at us. It seemed like forever but it was only about 10 seconds. He just stared. It was so weird! After a while of staring I said “hello”. After I said that, he just turned around and kept walking. Creepy hu?

Have you visitied Makayla’s blog yet? Seriously do it or else. or else what?or else… i don’t know. but really you need to visit it like now.

remember… thetruthoutthere.wordpress.com

Oh… read this! Its way sad.

Girl: Slow down, Im scared.
Guy: No, this is fun

Girl: No it’s not. Please it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down.
Guy: I love you babe  

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you love any one this much re-post this and the love of your life will relize they feel the same. DONT BREAK THIS . Tomorrow will be the best day of your life

Erin

At School… again

Hey. I’m at school again. but this time I’m not in the cad lab or the mac lab. Im in miss burns room. she said Elizabeth and I could come in here so here I am. Iam soooo mad at Ben! He’s leaving the worship team! Wednesday is his last day b/c he is graduating and moving to MN!! Its stupid. No offence Ben. He was the 4th worship leader we have had in 2 years! Now we are going to have to find a new one. What if the new one doesn’t like me or my singing? What if they don’t want me to be on the team? I will be so sad and pissed off if that actually happens! But how are we going to find another one? Its going to be so hard! What are we going to do while searching for one? Im not going to sing without another person there with me. So if any christian high schoolers that know how to play guitar and want to lead worship, SPEAK UP!

We filmed my U.S history commercial this weekend with Hannah, Kelsey, and Meera. It was supposed to be all serious, but at the end we decided to do bloopers and other things! We put all our boopers on the dvd. I should see if I can put them on  here. That would be cool. One of the funniest bloopers is where Kelsey and Meera are talking to Hannah about how they need more food and I call Kelsey’s phone and it goes off really loud with the song Picture To Burn! I love that song so much! It was soo funny and we got it all on video!!!

I am soo mad at my parents. I had a math test today during 1st hour. It was wayy easy. I left my math things at school cuz i never study for math. My parents are all like oh you forgot your math stuff so you need to bike to school and go get them. I said why because I got a 26 out of 25 on the quiz. and yes I said 26 out of 25. There was an extra credit problem. Plus I didnt miss a single one on the review assignment. But there like oh well if you dont bike to school u will get grounded and your ipod will be taken away for the whole month of may. plus you will have to bike to school the whole next month too. So thats why I was way mad. I am going to get off now and play some games.

Luve, Erin